Moving on..

it has been more than a year...

time for me to move on with my life...

move on with a new chapter...

put me to sleep, evil angel...

carpe noctem...

It's about time

my my my, where have i been?

i think this blog needs a revamp of some sort. work's been killing me, and i really really need a vacation. i wonder if i'll get to have the money to finance any sort of trip... tralalala

i've been gone for more than a month now, well, gone from my blog that is. my usual routine nowadays is when i arrive at home from work, cool down from stress, take a shower, sleep and then go back to work. talk about the monotony of this...

carpe diem!

Finally, but yet again...

i'm back! back and black, well my arms and feet are anyway. i just spent the last weekend on a not so remote island. not so remote because it's not that far from the city, but remote in terms of the lack of basic amenities on that place. man, that getaway really invigorated my spirit. having that sandbar all to ourselves was really fun. i'm hoping and crossing my fingers that some time soon i'll be able to return there and relax. sleeping under a tree was very relaxing, even being rained on that night wasn't a bother. ok... i'm really lazy as of now so i guess i'll just add a few more words later. carpe noctem for now.

This is it...

talk about being frustrated in one's life...

Lost...

staying the whole saturday inside my room, and not going out is driving me insane. i must do something tomorrow.

well i am going out in the morning, and i hope it'll be enough to satisfy this craving to go out yearg!

i'm lagged for two weeks in terms of blogging. ive been too tired to even turn on my pc when i arrive home from work. hopefull the coming week will be more entertaining than the one that passed by.

what's next?

Not just saying sorry

i can't really think of what to write. i'm explain better verbally, but due to some circumstances, i'm stuck with just typing away my thoughts here.

lately, i've been happily posting tapping my nearly broken keyboard for a few blog entries. little did i know that what i've written was going to cause unforseen effects. i didn't mean for that to happen, and i feel bad about that. although that "thing" might not be taken back, i promise to do my best to make up for the things i have caused. i am sorry for the idea, and pray that one of these days, i might atone for what i have carelessly written.

i don't know that to say anymore...

(edit this later)

The end of all things to come...

we'll see what happens...

will this be the end of me? fortunate if the end means a new beginning for me. hoping for a new something. i've had it with this sick, monotonous life of mine. it has been a routine, really. no more "spice", if you get what i mean.

this is the part where i usually clamor for a vacation at a remote place, probably at a beach, under coconut trees, feeling the ocean breeze gently caressing my face... (choir singing). or maybe swinging on a hammock, sharing it with someone special (wishful thinking is not a crime!), enjoying every second with each other... ok that's it. i've become delirious.

reason: i've slept for only a total of 9 hours for the past three days. big whoop! that's 9 ouf of 72. do the math, is that even normal? i think if i keep on going like this, i'll be a good candidate for the lead role in machinist 2. hahaha... ever seen that movie?

ok, back to the beach wish. i keep on thinking about that place where the movie "the beach" was filmed. it'd be nice if i could go there. it'd be even nice if someone would go with me hehehe... all expense paid trip, on me. ok here we go again. first of all, where in this green earth would i find the money (legally that is)? my job is sooo hard, and the compensation's not that great. at this rate, i'd be too old enough to enjoy the trip. there's no charge to hope... maybe i'll look inside pandora's box and see if it's still there.

I NEED A BREAK!

in two month's time, i'll be receiving a new set of leave credits from work. i'm hoping, hoping and crossing my fingers and toes that i can scrounge up enough green stuff to make this wish push through, no lamp rubbing action this time. down aladdin! i pray that i'll have somebody to spend it with too... tralalalala...

ok, that's it it for now i guess... now i'm wondering... what has the title have to do with the contents of this entry? must've been wasted sleepwise, i'm not even sure if this post makes some sense.

time for me to catch up on some much needed sleep. like i said, sleep brings relief for me. i'm looking forward to a new day, a new beginning, and a new chance in this swirling black hole of doom, also known as my life's depression. do i need anti depressants? maybe i'll swing by my company's doctor's clinic and have a nice looooong chat with her.

carpe noctem for now.