Always the rebel...

what can i say? weell... actually a lot, but editing out the profanities and the likes, here it is:

i am a rebel, always swimming against the flow.

remember that saying, "only dead fish swim with the flow"? i for one, am not a dead, scaly and soon to be somebody's seafood dinner.

why? i don't easily conform to the ideals and ways of thinking of the "masses". what some find exciting, i might find boring, useless and the usual thought of "i'd be better off doing something or nothing at all". what's right or normal to other's do not appear quite the same to me.

i'm not exactly sure when this rebel heart in me got rooted into myself. but i can remember my mum telling me when i was a wee youngster, "always stay true to youself, think independently, and do not be easily swayed by your peers". yahoo! and say goodbye to peer pressure.

over the years, i've assimilated (been playing starcraft again haven't we?) into my circle a couple of like minded folks. we share the same ideals, about this rebel thing. this "inner circle" of mine, we have been a tightly knit group as i am proud to say. we always think when it comes to being rebels "why, do we really have to do this and that to please another person?", or "let them do it because they like it, but we don't have to follow them as well". hmmm i heard there's a radical religion group recruiting nowadays... hahaha just kidding.

holy, it's 10 in the morning and i'm blogging? awfully bored? nyahaha...

i haven't given much thought as to why i had this impulse to write about my inner rebellion. it must've been triggered by certain factors at work, especially that "attendance will be checked" crap over at some party. now somebody please tell me, why should attendance be checked? it's not a friggin working day, it's my day off for cryin' out loud. "if you won't attend, we'll do this and this and that'll happen", i've had enough of this since my college days. "the teacher's absent today so we won't have a class, please write you name here in the paper for the attendance". WTF? we don't have a class and you're checking attendance? please! we're all professionals here, can't you do something like convince people to attend with a good reason? WE are not in preschool and elementary anymore! geez, how can some people not see that. ok maybe some people got affected and scared by that threat hahaha... ok maybe, they are so called professionals, but with preschool attitudes? hahaha, kudos to you for entertaining my boring weekend then. suckers...

look mommy! they're suiting up and going to the prom for the very first time hahaha...

carpe noctem for now.